((((jaklevco))))
Loneliness is so hard to live with. I feel for you. It's not easy, at all ... it's soul crushing...
Have you thought of joining us, here, on MSF on chat? Essentially there is the main coffeehouse room for general chat, or if you want to talk about your depression or problems you can ask members to join you in the ES (Emotional Support) room.
Granted, it's not the same as having a girlfriend and a loving family in your life, but I find it can be helpful.
I will write more tomorrow, but also wanted to share this:
Have you heard of meetup.com?
Basically you can attend a meetup that someone has organized or you can organize one yourself. There are various events where you can participate with other people and not be alone.
Bratislava:
Find Events & Groups | Meetup
Košice:
Find Events & Groups | Meetup