Thank you very much. I think that is my first priorty today. I haven't been in therepy since I was a teen (I'm now 28) and I think I need to go back. I have been putting on what I call my 'strong suit' for weeks now and I'm just dead tired.
I have been reading a lot of blogs and articles on bipolar mania and bipolar disorder and they all trail off to that horrible stage where someone writes "In the end, it just couldn't work out between us" I don't want to give up. I can't give up on him and it's daunting reading some of the experiences others have been thru. I suppose I am just scared.
Therepy is key, I am learning this

(EDIT) He is also using his mania in his art. This is hurtful as well. www.patrickdaly.biz I just want to see him again! They said he might get to come home tomorrow but I think it's just pipedream! I'm hurt and tired and just want everything back to the way it was. . . I am whining now, ugh, distasteful! If you look at his art site, you'll understand