Applying to another apartment. This one not as nice. We've decided public transportation isn't safe so we have to figure out how to keep the car and no more walking home late at night. Drs appointments have been made. Safety is our numbered one concern. Ever going home to Florida is out. I wish I could get ahold of my thoughts. I'm so happy for her and scared as hell. At least I'm stable right now. H is not stable right now. Any ideas on a new screen name? We're inviting to the intake clinic. I'm so glad we live here even though it makes me feel more disabled.