(I tried to post something else here before, but it was a little too graphic. So hopefully this doesnt break any TOS)

I have been struggling with zoophilic thoughts for as long as I can remember; though id never do anything to hurt an animal.

I dont like these thoughts, Im ashamed of them. They make me feel dirty. Ive came to terms with it, and even joined some other websites for people who struggle with the same things as I do and they tell me I should love myself, and embrace it. But its really hard to do that when even finding something attractive makes you feel sub-human.

I dont know what to do about this. Please help