Someone I trusted, deeply disappointed me. It goes to show you don't know someone, even if it's for years. I'm glad they showed who they are. I know I'm not perfect, but some people don't like to face their own truths and faults.
It changes my future plans, but I'm grateful even though it's painful. To struggle is to learn. I'm still learning at 55. It's like the door of my heart wants to shut forever. Only my sons are allowed in, always. Someone said don't give up, well I give up on men, I no longer need one as a partner. I'll keep the few true friends in my life. I'm not depressed. I'm more resolved and determined to stay completely independent.
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