I haven't been around lately. I've been really depressed. But I've been trying to do my list each day. Today I did everything on my list like clean litter boxes and wash dishes. I want to take a shower, but I'm having a difficult time of it. It's been very hard lately. I try to wash up, but it's not good enough.

I don't want to take a shower. But I need one. I hate to set a goal and then fail.