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I wasn't as resolved as I thought I was. I *****ed about the situation in my head all day and vented out in my car. It doesn't really change everything. I was thinking about not moving anyways. I had gone on a vacation early in the year and I was thinking about actually leaving this country for a while. The more I thought about it the less it made sense. It wouldn't have been possible for very long at all and then to come back and start from scratch? I'm waiting in line for housing. I was told the line is longer because of more and more people on the list but that doesn't mean I haven't lost my place in it. I really think it's just said to try and make me feel better, I'll likely be waiting for geared to income or subsidised housing for years and years yet.
I'll worry about that later. Who knows where this world is heading lately anyways. It's sad.
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