Had a nightmare that I was at a group interview for ny job (my actual interview was just me over the phone with the manager). But in the dream I didn’t get the job, I woke up in a panic thinking thank god it was just a dream. Already having job anxiety related dreams and I haven’t even begun my first day yet. lol.
Anyway, I have my volunteer shift tomorrow. Then Wednesday I have a dentist appointment in the morning and work in the evening. It’s driving me crazy not knowing my full schedule yet because I like to plan my days far in advance. So I don’t know what Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday will be. I’m guessing it will just be more 4-9pm shifts but I don’t know what days I’ll get off if any. (Since I already take/requested Tuesdays off for volunteering) I hope I have at least one day of no work or volunteering. Just a day to do nothing and unwind. We’ll see
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
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