I am not sure. When in an episode there is a stark difference, however I am hesitant to identify any differences in interactions when on 400mg lamictal because 1). I'm not sure if there are any, 2). I don't want to perpetuate a stigma if I possibly have another disorder which may be another variable.

I'll just say, sometimes I over think social situations (divergence). Also, some times I under think (impulsivity). It's difficult sometimes for me to find a balance with these.

Do you have something in the future, possibly a fantasy that you one day want to make a reality? Or plans that are far away?