I’m over summer. I will regret saying that but I’m so bored! I’ve cleaned everything, done all my projects, I’ve literally nothing to do except exercise which only takes up a half hour of my day. I’m not in good enough shape to exercise for longer yet. I also find exercise boring, walks around the neighborhood or park listening to my podcast aren’t bad but the gym is awful. Even with stuff to watch.

I start work on Friday which will also be incredibly boring because it’s just training all day on the autism program we use. But at least it’s something. The kids come back next Wednesday and then I’ll be able to develop a routine.

I am covered in blue hair dye. I used a new salon-quality kind and boy did it work. Rinsing it out of my hair dyed ME! Blue streaks all over my tummy and legs, not to mention my hands and feet. I’m not really bothered though. I wear pants and sneakers to work so it’s really just my hands that I need to wash off somehow. I’m going to try RS’s mechanic wash that he uses to clean grease off his arms. My hair looks good at least. I only have blue tips, I thought all blue would be frowned upon at work. Maybe blue tips will be too, but if so I can dye it back to something natural. I don’t think my principal will mind though, my coworker last year had purple streaks.

The nightmares have stopped thank goodness. For the past few nights I’ve been taking extra seroquel to sleep, I was up until 2am on Saturday just tossing and turning. No real reason. Last night I fell asleep early though so hopefully it was just a wobble. Emotionally I’m fine.

Sigh. Positive vibes being sent to all who are struggling!