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Originally Posted by Desoxyn
BB.. We did well with you *Bawling emoji face*
No jk, you did all this by self. I hope things go smoothly. It could be tough, just getting used to it.
Like for me, I haven't worked for a year (In 2019, before 2020) - And it felt so difficult.. to just to the most basic things.. Now everything is so easy, automatic. I like time to think.
Not cutting those damned 1000 potatoes though.. That drives me nuts. I sit there, and the Vyvanse focuses on the potatoes.. It's like "Why am I supposed to hyperfocus on this.. Is this a joke?"
So more novelty is good - Talking to customers etc. I think they like to tell u about their day etc and vent (Some of them). Then different foods, tampons, condoms etc.
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Thank you so much Desoxyn! It’s been a slow processes, but I finally have job and am gonna do my best to do well in it. It is gonna be an adjustment for sure though. The hours are a little rough. Tonight’s 5pm to 11:30pm. So I won’t be home till after midnight. Probably won’t be able to get to sleep till 2am. But I’ll get used to it. Im hoping when they make my schedule they stick me in a relatively regular shift and keep me at whatever one I’m on. Cause it’s hard to adjust sleeping if you jump around from morning to late night shift back and forth. So hopefully there’s some consistence in my schedule. You all have helped me a lot with motivation too because many of you all have jobs and that made me want to push myself to get one and see what I can do and get out of my comfort zone. Plus I have my volunteer thing too. So things have changed a lot for me the past 6 months. Plus I have my violin lessons. In January I’ll go back to college to finish my associates degree.
One thing that’s cool is I notice that now that I’ve begun working I’m more motivated to clean. So I can come home to a clean apartment each work day. And I shower before going into work. So my hygiene is better too.
Anyway, you all are an inspiration and thank you for your tips and motivating me and being great friends
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type