@CANDC exactly. Especially when you want to play rock music.

It's not the first time I posted something here. And this is not the only thing which I struggle with.
This is the most recent issue I have and it really struck me hard so I sreach for some advice where I can...
After all, as one of my favorite musicians said, "If I hadn't had music in my life, it's quite possible I'd be dead and I'd much rather be alive."
So it really feels as if part of me was just disappearing...