Every time I hear that Drew isn’t handling Bob Barker’s death well, my anxiety kicks in and I’m left terrified that he’s going to decide to leave the show.

Common sense tells me he most likely won’t because the show is his safe place and really helps with his own mental health issues, but I also can’t help the way I feel because he’s my safe place for similar reasons.

I really, really wish I could talk to him about this.