There is this song that I put on my Ipod called "self-hating narcissist." It's about a narcissist who feels like his life is not worth living. Your thinking that contradicts narcissism right? Well actually not because the research I've done on my own disorder states that narcissists are really insecure despite what they show on the outside. It took me forever to realize this applied to me also. Anyway the song has a catchy tune and I think you all should go to Itunes and listen for 30 sec to this song. It's by kevin milner btw, so just type in the stuff I gave you and listen. If you like it enough buy it. I recommend it.