I think we were just not ready. It was the first time I spent the night, we were together for three days.

From my part, it was stress. We had been cuddling and kissing for hours and I had an erection all the time. When the moment came, I could not maintain it completely. It is not the first time that the first time with somebody does not work for me, somehow I have to accept this.
From her part, she was not, how should I say it, accessible. She wanted to, it was she who asked.

A few days later, she had a blooding and she now knows she needs surgery. She is not allowed to have coitus ever since and until two weeks after the surgery. She has been really under the weather from her antibiotics lately.

All in all that night felt really great. I think we did deal with insecurity in a great manner. I really felt connected to her, a possibility I thought I had lost during my relationship with my ex-wife.