You are very wrong, I am not looking to argue facts, you are free to believe whatever you wish.
I am sorry for you that you felt I was looking to argue in any sense.
I will not reply to anymore of your posts, if that is your wish. Sad to say, it seems you have a persecution complex and do not like to hear some truth in regards to your post(s).
You are free to make your own decisions on treatment, pdocs, meds. it all depends on you, no one else can tell you what to do or where to go. . . especially when one does not wish, in their hearts, to get better.
Remember you are the one to make the choice(S).
I just pray that whatever choice you make, benefits you and your future.
Sincere good wishes to you,

DE