I neither wrote the word I wanted to write in the thread’s introduction post.

* All my LIFE LIFE long. (not my day long)

Thank you all for your encouragement. And you all are right except Disco when saying that she thinks I speak English very well. lol!

Mr. Abbot, it’s true. I’m lucky for having a person who offered herself to help me. SpaguettiLegs, trying something is already important.

None of you know how long I have been learning English. From the very first moment I had my first lesson in school at 12, I fell in love with this language.
My stupid social anxiety and my perfectionism prevented me to speak with a native person.

I’m not going to give it up. I promise. That happens to me because of my perfectionism and my insecurities.
It happened to me the same with social interactions. I isolated myself for 7 years at home to avoid them.
Or with driving a car. 18 I had my license. I made a couple of mistakes and I stopped driving for years.
And finally, I got to manage myself in both. And the issue with social interactions wasn’t a path of roses.
Thank you, guys.

P.D. Disco, ordering a coffee is helpful and ordering a beer, too lol! Una cervecita, por favor. 😀