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Default Sep 05, 2023 at 05:42 PM
 
There is much work to do! I had a very good sleep.. Woke up at 3pm (Too lazy to take stim). I fell asleep, seeing pretty hallucinations, leaving my dead earbuds on my bedside table, phone uncharged.. I took the 100mg extended release dextroamphetamine, and a 100mg caffeine pill.. I'll finish all of the tasks, look at the goals.. And read the "Limitless" book. I know I keep attempting to get into reading books.. And I could die soon one day, but that's okay - At least I tried to understand as much as I could about myself, the world, the universe, the infinite realm of existence (Before death) - Find purpose, meaning and... What else.. Sense of belonging? Idk..

I had a dream that I had psychosis (Cuz I was 1 month late for my injection) - And the dreams were so intense and vivid.. It was anxiety inducing.

But at least, I'm not bothered by thoughts (Since it's the beginning of my day).. I will try as hard as I can, also relax.. I will meditate too.
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