@CANDC

I don't think I don't take expectations into account here. I don't care much about other's expectations. And I don't have much expectations anymore because no matter how big or small they are, the reality is never even close to them. I am reflecting on what I do/try and what actually results in something positive. Because nothing does.

Well, although I'm young, for me, online space is not really a good for finding friends. Of course, I can search for support here, but when it comes to friendships (or something more), meeting irl is a must.