I have a hard time with some of your sentences which might be translations from French. For instance, what does prestation mean? It is not a word in English. I looked it up in a French dictionary but the meaning does not fit the context of your writing.

Still, I can probably tell you that everything you are writing about is not important. One likes, or dislikes, a person and not the bag of tricks. She likes you. Accept it and forget about the rest. If you cannot, seek individual therapy.