Hi everyone!

I am finding myself very productive when I am working on something (an excellent change from this summer!) but also procrastinating a lot with things to help me numb out the depression symptoms when they kick in. It's a weird back and forth throughout the day of moderate depression (at minimum) and being focused, on task, and productive. My mental stamina seems to have increased somewhat this week, but once it's gone it's gone. The human brain, and all the different ways it functions, sure is interesting to me.

As I look ahead, I continue to see nothing but a jam packed schedule with not many opportunities for rest...I'm a little worried about a crash and burn happening amidst that. Or, that I'll get used to living off of the adrenaline rush that comes with working under pressure and want to keep experiencing that rush.

But, overall, it was a very good day!

May you all receive what you need. :-)