Thank you, everyone. The issue is that I am very horny. lol. I want sex. I don't want celibacy for a year. And, I want to keep meeting men. I have this weird inner feeling of time... valuable time passing me by and life passing me by. I am not young. And, although there was drama over the last year with my ex h, I also spent a lot of time alone. I dated Jay only casually for just 7 weeks.

I did run into the guy I like last night when I went out. He definitely showed interest in me and kept coming up to me to stand beside me as he was also videotaping and taking photos of the band. I don't know how I would feel about someone always being out like he is. I'm not even sure if I am looking at him as relationship material. All I know is that I have enjoyed my time with him so far, and I want that to continue. Unfortunately or fortunately, he was telling me what's been happening in his life with his nephew who was murdered, but I couldn't hear most of what he was telling me because of all the loud noise around us. Nonetheless, he has his hands full right now, so I am giving him the space he needs. I could tell based on the little that I DID hear, that his hands are full.

I will think. more about what I want, but right now I want sex. lol.