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Originally Posted by AzulOscuro
Maybe, you have other potentials and you don’t still know. You can develop these potentials meanwhile your hand gets recovered. So you can join activity groups. Activities that don’t require the use of your right hand. A reading group, theatre….
How do you see yourself the level of energy now?
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Well, I know of other things I might have potential. But either they are not fulfilling or I don't have the opportunity to do it regularly.
I must say I'm not much into books/reading.
But to answer your question, I must say, because of the things I write about (they are all long lasting or recent), I feel absolutely drained. I would definitely find will and time to spend with my friends, if I had any. Most of them used and left me and the two remaining don't have time to meet (generally, not only during last few months). I couldn't rest much because more and more unpleasant things were comming, so it left me with no energy. In addition, in less than two weeks, the next semester of my studies starts and I know I will need that energy which I don't have.
I still hope my hand will get better, but you know. I know people who had it surgically treated and still, it didn't help. To help you imagine how it physically feels now. The worst tasks during my day are to open the door or to lift a kettle or a plate with food. Oh, and it's left hand, btw. I'm left handed
You're right, I am younger. Well, the difference is the reason why we are looking for friends. In your case, it may be for the social anxiety (hugs). In my case, I believe I don't struggle with this, it's that despite being helpful and reliable friend, I have no luck in finding such people. My "friends" who left me recently only made me feel used and betrayed. I was in situations when they even insulted me for helping them after they had asked for it...