Me and Angel (My cat) take care of each other =[

She's a super anxious cat (And she's confused about my dad being in my room, and me being on a blow up mattress). Every times I move things around (To get ready for someone to visit), she KNOWS!

My parents weren't fighting this time.. They were actually coming to agreements/understandings etc..

My mom cried, telling my dad about how evil my grandmothers are. I bought some more wine for them. I told them not to drink too much, and for them both to take care of their health.

My dad went to visit a lot of family (While I was working last week) - My sister got in contact with our half brother (And his family) etc... He leaves tomorrow - And I work in the morning.. I hope nothing bad happens.

My dad said that I shouldn't have told my migrant coworker about my disability, and schiz etc.. But I felt interrogated by my coworker, and felt like I had no choice.. I didn't know what else to do (My mom said that it was okay though). I just want to keep to myself - **** them. I'm just doing it for money. There's a massive financial mess (With my mom) - She doesn't want to go to work tomorrow morning.. We might move back to the "isolation" (Which I don't mind.. If it's inevitable, and my mom is too stressed... I don't want her to be stressed..).. I had a good run here in this town (For almost 6 years now) - It was super fun! I've grown a lot.. I just don't want to work at the gas station in my old town, or anything like that.. Where I'd be reminded of how I was like (Around that place), when I was a teenager...

Then we'll move to Vancouver Island (Hopefully), and nothing bad happens to my parents..

We all lied on my bed, hugged, and talked.. And they're sleeping now.. I said "My parents.." - Like I never thought that it would be this way.. But we're still a family, after it all... All of the pain. And my pain continues still (And will, forever..). I just have to make the right decisions - and react to life, properly..

I just also need people to trust me - Like I've gone on some journey, and came back. I'd feel like the **** in some way. No one has seen what I've seen, and they can't mess with me.. That's why I think (With people that aren't in their 20's or younger), don't have all that experience.. And it's easier to have bad thoughts.. But also (With more experience), people can get tired/mid life crises etc.. Idk.. Nvm. I don't get anything anymore really.