I don't know. It is more exhausting when you have three lectures in a row.

Well now, I want to cook more because this semester should be easier. I will see what my hand will allow. Today, I visited the doctor, it can be really serious. I need to go to more different check ups to have treatment. This week, I couldn't do anything, it started to hurt much.

Exactly, I think so too. I think I am a person who can bring much into relationships.

When it comes to finding a girl, all the people around me don't even have to try to have a fulfilling relationship or they don't want to. It is not the reason why I want to be in a relationship (I don't compare myself to others), but it's some kind of a perspective. Also, I have been facing more and more situations in which it looks like shame that I've never been in a relationship. That is also not the reason why I don't want to be single, but you can imagine it's really unpleasant at all as it is definitely not my fault that I'm alone. I am active, but it just doesn't pay off.

I have tried some therapy for my problems, but I don't feel that it helps in any way.