Hugs, Elio.

Hope it's OK to reply a bit more: It sounds like you made the right choice in ending now instead of waiting until the end of the month. And the list sounds like it was a great idea that helped you (and probably her as well).

If you end up deciding you want one of the items from her office, maybe you could contact her about that? Or if you'd want a card/letter. But I can also see just letting it be. Maybe see how things sit with you over the next week or two.

I hope the Temp T is helpful, if you opt to go with him long-term. And you likely won't make the same connection, but you can hopefully make a new, different connection that's special in its own way.