Don’t do it. There’s always hope. As much as the things are going bad. I exactly thought the same a little more than half a year. Have hope. Talk to somebody when you have a little of energy.
Don’t lose faith. Little by little.
Give me a time because now I’m grieving and if you want we can chat a little via pm.
It must be very strong whatever you are going through. I’m sure and you are hopeless. Maybe another more try through meds, therapy, as I told you, talking to somebody. I know it’s not easy. It’s f@cking hard, folk. I know you now only see black clouds.