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Old Jun 12, 2008, 06:08 PM
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I feel so sick..I'm trying really hard to keep it together..I don't want to have a freakout and ruin my little sister's birthday.
I don't feel grounded..I am floating
I almost got into an accident today on my way home from running errands..a lady pulled out in front of me and I had to slam on my brakes..
I was so shaken..the smell of burnt rubber and the sound took me back..
I've been spacey ever since..I was just kind of driving around to calm myself before I got home so mom wouldn't see me crying or how pale I looked.
I went to turn around in the school parking lot..I heard sirens..just like the day of the accident. At first I thought a cop was some where near but there where no other cars.
I am shaking and spacing out..I feel so sick to my stomache..
Tonight is going to be a bad night..I am going to have restless dreams..
I don't feel safe anymore..I don't feel anything...