Dear T: I keep forgetting about our appointment tomorrow. I am also a little surprised that I would have rather stayed in bed Friday morning, than come in for a session. I think I am letting you go. I am not sure if it is because we've talked about having to end, since you don't take medicaid, and I can't pay right now. As of this moment, I am okay with that. I don't think I would have chose to end therapy with you, but it also isn't as devastating as I imagined. And really, the only reason why is because I still have E.

Dear E: I can't decide if I should tell you that even though I completely agree with you, it still feels like you have to pull back, and that hurts. I know why you need to, and it makes sense, I just have gotten used to our emailing ways. Will I tell you this? I don' know, but I know I "should" I have a feeling that it won't be lost on you that I didn't email at all this week. Well, I have until Wednesday, but I know I won't. I have to cope on my own at some point, right?