Idk why I can't asscoiate my home state with anything but the pandemic and my transference T. Like what about the 28 other years I spent here. I don't have a rough time while I'm here with homesickness and I don't think much about my transference T anymore. I wonder whats different this time.

My family is so supportive of me I really am lucky. My boxers with the cartoon bananas are just sitting on the floor next to my back pack and my mom and brother could care less about them.

My mom has done my laundry when I've been sick and she's seen everything from the eggplant ones to the Andrew Christian ones.