I am officially saying sayanara - is that how you spell that? to my counselor today. I have been paying out of pocket. I can't afford it anymore at all. I am looking at this as a win. I don't think she was really helping me with my main issue low these many months. I had been seeing her for four years, I feel like some boundaries got blurred and she got a bit lazy. If I have to go back it will be with someone else.