HI @cellogal219 - welcome to MSF. I am sorry for the loss of your child. That must be really difficult for a mother to handle the grief and other feelings.
So many changes and you have this pressure to perform when what you are crying out inside may be a voice wanting time to heal. Maybe the healing of yourself is important enough to make some kind of sacrifice in terms of career until you get feeling better.
Have you considered a therapist (talk therapy) or a psychiatrist (medications that treat the source of the problem in the brain's receptors)? @CANDC
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