Dr. S -
We would be in session right now... 3/4 the way through it to be honest. This is the first non-session day. I have written a friggin novel trying to keep myself occupied. I had really hoped to see your "online" green dot today at one of the times I opened the video program. I wasn't going to say anything to you. It was more of a .. yeah, there she is thing. But it went from mobile to offline. I don't know if you were using your phone today or what does mobile mean in the app. Before our sessions, it often would say mobile before turn green and you calling. But you were not on your phone.

I'd rather have seen the green or red dot. I'll probably watch on Friday too ... and then try to not look at it again. So tempting to uninstall the app. And I might get there.

With you not online all day, I've got myself wonder if I really was the only person you were still seeing. The last one holding on. If so, I'm glad I let go on Friday even though it is really painful. 4 day and a lifetime to go. My calendar looks so empty without our sessions.