I too find it very hard to eat on the days that I can not work out. I am trying like crazy to maintain my weight but I keep losing and this eating disorder is out of control. I am trying to eat more so I don't lose anymore but it is hard. Once I am faced with the food, I can't eat it. Except dinner with my family. I don't want them to catch on. You think they would by now but even my husband is clueless.
This is a very progressive and deceptive disorder and I am fightiing it as best I can but I think I am losing.
this is my first post. I am glad I found this website today.