Man am I just tired of it all right now. If I could just take a giant dump I don't think I'd be feeling quite this way. My other pain and nausea are ok thanks to some stuff they gave me in the ER. They said things are ok but to message my pdoc a list of my meds my primary and GI doc put me on to see if theres any interactions going on. They gave me a lidacaine patch which was amazing. But yeah basically its just tension and constipation. I had to reschedule my therapy appointment and she only had an opening for tommorow night. Which I took. I don't know if I'll be functioning or not though since I'm normally zonked out at that time. But this is the second time I've cancelled on such short notice.

Basically there are about 3 or 4 things heavily stressing me out right now. 1 is a bit silly but I don't feel like getting into it right now since its stressful.