Just checking in

So I just had an ECG done and now I have bradycardia (as a result of substance use). At my prior ECG I had tachycardia (as a side effect of an antidepressant I was on). Even my heart's bipolar

I did a 30 day program for dual diagnosis and I'm restarting IOP tomorrow. Gonna get my shyt under control for real this time. I think having a mandatory 30+ day break with med management is what I needed (although others there were still sneaking stuff in and it was incredibly tempting to join in), and I got out just in time for my birthday So now I'm on a crap ton of meds and my pdoc isn't happy about it but she can suck it until I'm back up to a therapeutic dose of Lamictal and don't need to be on three antipsychotics and need three meds for side effects. Honestly probably the only three meds I really need are lamotrigine, fluphenazine, and maybe amantadine.

And I just noticed my nose is messed up. Like it's crooked. idk wtf happened or when

Hugs to all