I see all of these posts about people who barely eat, if at all during the day. I can't help but be slightly jealous of everyones will power. I know that eating less is the problem, yet I would really really love to be able to say no to food like the rest of you posting lately.

I've been bulimic for a year, in a few months I went from 139lbs and now im anywhere between 119-121 depending on the day. I eat what most people i guess woudl be considered normal, 3 times a day. Mostly junk food though, I always having cravings. I'll want like a chocolate bar one day, chips and candy the next... I'll eat at my house, then go to my boyfriends and crave more food... its not like I'm completely over eating, its just that I cant seem to stop these damn cravings for food. I seem to like it too much, yet hate it at the very same time.

I want to be thinner, I want to feel good about myself and eating is just not helping me do that!!!
I almost want to ask someone for tips and tricks that keep their mind off food, I just can't seem hold myself back. But I really want to.