I'm doing okay today in the sense that I'm up, showered, dressed and ready for the home inspection which is part of a process of renovation work. I'm really angry with my partner though, various mundane reasons and some (most) of it is just anxiety about the home inspection.
I feel guilty that it's mainly my anxiety causing the problem but on the other hand he didn't really help much to clean up and he could support me instead of just stonewalling the issue and being extra obnoxious.

Honestly, sick of this life but we all have our crosses to bear etc etc.