I just checked my list of when I've been purging and I haven't been really bad since April. There was one day in August when I purged twice and the most recent time was the 5th. I still have body dysmorphic thoughts and struggle with urges to b/p, but for the most part I've replaced it with drugs/alcohol which I'm getting under control right now in a healthy way.
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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