I'm glad you're willing to go back and didn't automatically direct all the negative on yourself. Although you're understandably hurting, you're also being rational about it and you can still hold onto the fact that she cares about you. Great job dealing with this. I hope you can discuss it next session.

**Here is an example of how NOT to handle this situation...
I probably would have went into a tail spin and would have called T incessantly telling T " I know you hate me but I don't care because I don't like you either!!!"
I'll have to re read this post next time my T has a bad day or challenges me so I don't jump to conclusions!