Hi pixie- I definitely have struggled with going to the worst case scenario. It's really tough! If it's any help I was sure my current T was going to terminate about 100 times....but we've been working together for 7 years now. Sometimes, it just takes time to build that trust, and have reassurance that it is a stable/safe relationship. I know that doesn't make it any easier now, but some day, it won't feel so bad. Until then, know that you aren't alone in your feelings.

Red