This afternoon I met someone from my past. We started to talk and right away he came on the subjet that is still so raw in me. I just replied a few of his questions and then I changed the subjet.

This person is not my abuser but he know him.

Since I talked to this person this afternoon I can't block my past. I keep thinking about it. Flashback after flashback. I can feel it in every part of my body. I see it dancing in front of me. I taste it. I smell it. I hear it. I'm shaking inside. I can't block it.

I hate this.