Thanks so much for your answers, they gave me food for thought and it was good to see that, for some others, therapy works as it should. I'll try it again when my economical situation improves, right now I go to a private pdoc and we chat a bit, but I know it's not quite the same. I'm very disappointed on T's (as you can see), so I don't know where I'm gonna start looking, but if it must be, it will be. Cheers