Bad couple of days as far as Coke zero goes...

I'm so disheartened and disgusted with myself! This **** is hard for me to get off of. It's worse than my vaping addiction! I can go through one vape pen in a week. I go through 24 Coke zeros in two to three days.

And I'm so FAT. We increased my metformin, so I'm hoping that helps. This is the fattest I've been in awhile. I'm just so uncomfortable and so frantic! I've been exercising, taking daily walks, and watching what I eat, but NOTHING seems to be helping!!! And I'm so OUT OF SHAPE. It's sad when a simple walk tires you out.

I don't know. I'm just not happy right now.