I do understand you. I only wanted to give you another idea.
You already told me that your therapy didn’t work.

You know, I think the majority of artists have a very hard time with ordinary life.
Ever seen the movie “Living Las Vegas”. Reading your posts made me remind that movie. It seems as some people never find a place in day-to-day life. The world is small for them.
What do you think about that? Am I getting close?