same here...i am only 20..and i am a lesbian...i know i really am not ready to have a baby, and i can not afford it either....but every time i see a baby or a pregnant women i am like i wish i had a baby....lol...i have everything planned out..i day dream about it all the time too...things like how is me and my wifey gonna concieve and clothes and everything....i think it is fun...to think of all the possibilities..