Hi Miss L. Personal experience tells me abandoning treatment and lying to your psychiatrist is one of the worst things to do. I know you may feel great at the moment but these kind of things are not to be taken lightly and the outcome could be unexpected. Try to address the sleeping problem with your pdoc and don't lie about it. Can't your pdoc see you earlier? Do you feel a bit euphoric maybe? I know it's hard to trust people sometimes but if your mind feels excited or exhausted you may need somebody close to rely on till things go back to normal... Don't worry, just take the right steps to solve the situation: talk to your loved ones and to your pdoc, it'll be alright. Hugs.