I have to report that I do not feel as lonely as I thought I would be. I actually enjoy coming home and doing what I feel like. Also, going out on a whim. Have not made too many friends; I don't want to invite people to my sanctuary (my house). I surprised myself.

Been meaning to provide an update to this post. It can, indeed, get better to anyone out there reading it.

I also eat what I want to and feel much better. I am grateful for having everything I need.