I woke up early this morning. Got out of bed at 10am. Still doing things with me aunt and uncle - It's super fun! They're really kind, understanding, comfortable people.

I spent a few hours, just talking about philosophical thoughts with my uncle (He's really smart) - He said that he started to have the same thoughts at age ~30, and finally (After 20 years), things are mostly figured out.

So it will be a fun next 20 years.. By that time, I shall be successful..

I have different opinions now too about political views.. It's not as bad as I make it out to be.

60mg of Vyvanse and 20mg of Dexedrine (In the morning) is kind of a harsh dose to use to wake up (Barely does anything, but is helpful). Not sure what to do about it. 20mg of Dexedrine (At 1-2pm) gives good focus for the rest of the day... I'm grateful I guess. I just wish I had PRN doses - Cuz I take 1-2 extra days worth of capsules once a month, so refill them every 29 days instead of 30. I usually repay the debt the next day though.

The antipsychotic is zero problem.. Off olanzepine, on Invega.
Atenolol twice a day.. Stops physical anxiety..
Lowest dose of pregabalin.. Helps quite a bit with depression and apathy
Zopiclone.. Sleep med, works really well
PRN clonazepam.. Rarely use it anymore

And drugs?;
A mild antidepressant - Similar to weed (But less relaxing, more comfortable, and no "weed ideas").
Medicinal mush (Microdose, very rarely)
Medicinal R/S-ket isomers (Don't really use anymore).
Phenibut (Replaced with pregabalin - But I'll take a low dose sometimes, when I am to be social).
One coffee a day, and lots of nicotine gum.