(((Kiya)))
It's tough living with a mother who criticises you and lives through you. My mom is kind of like that as well so I think I have an inkling of how you might feel.
Sorry you are feeling bad now

Binging is such a nasty "addiction" if I may say. Tough to deal with and much tougher to get rid of.
I don't have much to say, except that hope you feel better soon!
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